A letter to X

Dear X,

I have been wanting to write a letter to you for a long time and you will most likely not read this but I just need to say a few things even if its just here for my self.

I thought you where my family but when it came down to it, blood prooved to be thicker than water.

You failed to raise a good son. You always closed your eyes to the things you knew he was doing and you chosed to believe every single lie he told you even though you knew he wasnt telling the truth. I dont know what you where thinking of when you helped him seperate your grandchildren from their mom...

What where you thinking of?

Why did you not open your eyes?

Did you really belive him?

I bet you didnt see it comming that your 34 year old son would move in with you and that you would end up raising your grandchildren. I hope you didnt see that anyway. Because if you did, then your act was not an act of love but an act of pure selfishness.

You failed to rais ONE son, he turned out exactly like the kind of man that destroyed your life!

What makes you think you can rais THREE girls, helping them become strong and independent women who love them selves, when that is exactly something you have never accomplished for your self?

Do you realize what you have done to thouse children?

I have forgiven your son, being who he is he didnt know better, he was raised that way. But you, I thought you cared. I thought you cared about your grandchildren...but look what you have done. I guess the apple didnt fall that far from the tree after all.

Having that said, since there is no other way and things are the way they are: Please get it right this time. Please dont fail them. Try to make it right. You really messed up, I hope that when they grow up and see the true and whole picture, that they will be able to forgive you. I know you love them, but what where you thinking?

Sincerely,
Their Real Mom